lying on your bed

i remember that first day
i told you
i want to be with you forever

we were lying on your bed
chatting
dont remember about what
dim yellow lights
the scent off of the diffuser in the air
staring at the ceiling
and then your eyes
staring at the ceiling
and then your smile

and i just said it
just did
i think you are it
i would want to be with you
...till the end

i said it
and i burst into flames inside
it was so much...
to say
to say out loud
to say in my head
to hear it

i said it and burst into flames

it was a long time ago
that first day

it was a long time ago
we said things