Thursday, December 27, 2012

and the award goes to...

Taking over the prize of the Newton,
we bring to you - Minuscule.

He's small and not so fluffy,
has ears that can hear even the drop of a pin, eyes that can see even a hair strand missing,
and although he may look easy to blend in he's the one that makes the difference at every occasion
- good or bad.

He's the guy who hinted out the date on the paper to your ma,
when you got caught with the trippy seeds.

He's the guy who made you panache at the cops 'stache
when he was questioning your sobriety.

He's the guy who hid the naked guy in your room (just fine)
when a suspicious mother came sniffing trouble.

He's also the guy who gave your wife a whiff of the musk,
the one her sister uses.

He's the stitch in every hem, the cut that marks every crystal.

Please give a round of applause to this head-itching, mind-crunching, nail-biting, ugg-oid,
who's used to making every bit of your nasty life even more nasty, and vice-versa.


Monday, December 24, 2012

Gracula



(n): grass eaters.

Living on pot, these species want nothing more. They come out of their cribs at night, looking weary, red eyed, droopy slugs, scavenging for pot. Sense of smell is their tool, and if you have anything of the sort around you, beware they are coming for you. You won't know from where, you won't know how, or when, but they will come.

Monday, December 17, 2012

i sing to myself

shadows in the sky
looking weary on

winds running through
caving in, too few

||| groovy stings are tuned,
bees with honey fumes|||

life lingers.
in the making.
jazzy fingers.

then Gregory retires









Friday, November 30, 2012

A Working List of Things I Will Never Tell You - Jon Sands



"You are a shadow my body leaves on other girls..."


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http://exceptindreams.livejournal.com/176573.html

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

18:00

The crystal ball illuminates
And the golden syrup drowns

Thickening the blood with absinthe mind
Envy takes over
- the gluttonous kind

Up-side down then go the flames
Deeper and deeper, burning its way

The future is shown. Claimed.
The shut eye. Till again. 

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

grated granules

When a grown man commits a series of crimes,
his neck doesn't fit the tie.
He whispers into his ugly locks
to let the blood of the lost drip drops

Cringing his nerves and cracking a laugh
he thinks his luciferous ghosts have passed

But under the dried up skin he knows
his crimes surpass, but the criminal masts - writhing the holy

Squeezing through dots of grey and black

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Balloon Pants 2


To the far left, a bamboo ring barricades the bare-footed football madness. One of them is in there with the village-folk. Showing off his skills with a gluttonous portion of rowdyness. He's cool. He's not a poser, so they get along fine. With his winners luck that is.

"Abey chutiyonnn...", babu yells out hopeless. "Ab tak idhar. The stars are twinkling your houses already." 


We look up. Darting-unclear eyes. It is! And we run. 

As we sprint across the sandy plateau leaving the fun kilometers behind, I can see the world away lighting up slowly. 50 odd feet above, across the white rocks of division, wide steps reach the starry-bright landscape of the rich city.

My limbs tear up every step, but we keep on. Suddenly I realize, someones missing. The fourth, i yell out. Where... where is he? 
The other 2 halt. Short-breathed. 
My eyes linger behind when i suddenly spot him on the terrace in the mela. He's(huffing and puffing)... he's wearing twinkling green pants! With(huff)... with a green puffy-sleeved blouse. A round red nose lights up his face as he dances funny in matching boots. 'What! What the hell is he... ' 



ear-ring-spoke

i wonder how does it all happen

does a smile or a glint in the eye say enough

does that glint share the world of his with you

is it enough to call it love

does the mind have to ponder on

does love need a language

can sex be a language of love (why the fuck not)

can obsession mean love?

can obsession mean not-love?

can obsession mean the want to what was and not what is?

why is it so much to know- and so much to ask and so much to think


Thursday, August 16, 2012

Disney

The moss is bubbling green
Water falls, steaming the rocks
She sits there tearing her long dreads apart
Blood trickling down his sorcerous thumb
Nearby you hear the cheetahs roar
Hungry growls, weak prowls, 
Buzzing of the bumble bee
stings, the croaking of the yellow frogs
She sits there tearing her dreads apart
Under her, he reaches for the tongue
Bites it. Disappears. 



Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Summer

Summer fell into the wrong arms.
The trip though was a saviour. If she would have managed the next foot right, the truck would have done it's job and gone unnoticed. But then... she fell into the wrong hands. Saved, only to be killed again.

In the heat of the moment, she just sighed aloud. And next, eyes wide open, shot with bloody fear.

Sam had been a guardian angel to her. How was she to know that the orphanage hadn't found her but stolen her. Rich, insidious girl child lost in the arms of the heavenly. She didn't even recognize her grand mother when she had come looking. How would have she? She didn't even know she had one.

Sam jolted her up, twisted her little finger, "You remember the pinky swear, don't you. You promised to tell me everything. 'Never-ever will I lie to you Sammy-Mammy!'. So tell me... Where the fuck is the big diamond?"

She fell into the wrong arms.  

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

The Under-Non-Wonder-Land

Then John followed me to wonderland. And down we went and up we came. My white tail fluffy, his blue ribbon bouncy. I didn't stop, didn't look back - the footsteps lead him the way. I didn't lock no doors, didn't magically disappear any entries, but he... he kept looking for challenges. He refused to see the easy way out and created puzzles. In which I got locked, I got shut doors, I got potions to drink me large, mushrooms to eat me small, mysteries to solve.

My white tail fluffy.

I met the twins- just they were attached. I met the geisha queen, and fought the cards. I looked at the watch and cried on- it was still the same o' clock. The time not moved on? And then i ran and ran and ran, but John followed me not. I ran in sadness but the cheshire showed me no way. I ran into happiness as i found the singing flowers but they saw me and transformed furious- green anger enveloped them and they lunged like flying bats. And so i ran again, and i ran and i ran and then i fell. Into darkness. And down I went and up I came.

As if from a dream, I felt awake. Suddenly and strangely. Scared and stuffy. I checked on my white tail, still fluffy. I looked around. In the bushes, giggity giggity, I made the sound. And he came running - with his blue ribbon bouncy.

We made love all night long. Rabbity Ribbity.




Thursday, July 12, 2012

million little pieces

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Journal

I write a journal every day in my head.
I smile, I cry, I laugh, I frown. I even curse.
And then i tear it into pieces and watch it burn.

I burn a journal every day in my head.
And then i wish i had just written it on pieces of paper instead.
In black, in blue, in red and green.
And then torn it to pieces and watched it burn for real.


Thursday, May 10, 2012

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Balloon pants 1


Right in front of me, the lane stretches into the sun.
As I walk sticking to the 1 foot shade the muddy walls throw, I can hear the other three gallivanting behind. Sucking on their ice-lollies. Filling the dust with 'Sluurrrppp'y echoes.

As we walk into the fiery yellow someone calls out to me. Squinting eyes look around as I spot Ash on the first floor veranda of a bark. Well, almost. Correction: barked-green-architecture. I leap across as he chucks his cigarette and punishes it with his foot (Bad boy, you!). 

He takes us in and down the old wood into the primeval engine station. The ceiling so high, I never would have imagined a one-storeyed hut to enclose a machine-massacre inside. In the cool, I can feel rivulets of water slide down my torso. Huffing and puffing I borrow some friendly deodorant from one of them and have a misty shower right away. They follow.

Age-old railway engines are stacked next to each other like toy trains. Iron and lead and copper- metal smells so rusty otherwise. I'll have a glass of your best Zinc-fandel please! 1896. 1853. 1900. 1919. It's a museum. Old colonial engines lined up inactive. But they don't look outdated. They look rather royal. Maharajahs sitting broad-chested, enjoying their suite, blowing cigar puffs and clinking glasses while they share their cunnilingal secrets. I style my air-moustache greeting all - an assuring pat to some, a princessly eye-flutter to the others. 

((((...DING... DONG...)))

The clock strikes 4 and vibrates every metallic cell underground. 
"Oh fuck, its 4...” one of them calls out. "Let's go we're gonna be late". True. I ask Ash to join us, but his greasy palms are sunken into work. Another, another. 


Saturday, May 5, 2012

Who


And then she came
tickling me from the back
giggle to giggle, hurt to heart
I knew her from before, and from after
I knew her but never did make her my own
Never talk to strangers, my mother had told
But i became strange
and more cold

Who are you?, i ask so few
it echoed back
cutting through




Friday, May 4, 2012

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Slurs

There are some things money can't buy.
For everything else there are cheap jobs, peddling
and parents-who-love-you however big a fuck-up you be.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

minutes before the meeting

keys dangle - door closed - eight chairs - one I stole --- empty glasses - blank board - far away voices - behind the glass wall --- sweaty fingers - frown swept - waiting anxious - bored breaths --- stomach makes noises - only i can hear - embossed zebra-head - stares floating before



Monday, April 16, 2012

eccentric

definition:
deviant, different, governed by rules not themselves reducible to a single principle

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

It's not about the pace, it's about the piece. (book it)


That's just how I justify finishing a 255 page book, written in screeching-banter, in a couple of hours.

Marathon Baba by Girish Kohli, his first published, is a pacy read. And a good one at that. You sweep through the pages with a red smile on your face. Twist and turns of the kingdom created is mind-full! The map on the back of the book portrays just that as the north is north- because God resides upstairs as my grand-mom knows it, while the south, east and west are as jumbled as the directions in the head are. Every thought makes way to another and every way makes peace with another.


A one man show- the story is about a man in search of freedom (a.k.a. you, me and them) who runs to it, for it and with it. Only to realise freedom doesn't exist for real. It's only a fictional concept created by the people who couldn't find it. Who watch you chase it like you chase that thin white line to death. One pokey-sniff at a time. No, not really!

But as Marathon Baba says, a river looks different in every other land it flows through. So read for yourself to find a connect with the mystical Red God - A common man who turns godly when love disowns him for religion. And he takes to running for 12-sleepless years, only to pull into his story many characters (including his thirty three deadly-disciples) that are vivid and wild, owing to the creative CV each one holds. You will find someone you know in every character, joyously and cunningly. And they all weave the web of attraction to make you read further. Girish Kohli modestly raps his tale with bountiful sarcasm and wit. Throwing light on religious-devotion and devotion-less religion. Paradox Red? The writ is simple, the style simply-amusing. You'll cackle every few sentences.

Marathon Baba CV

Age: Same as you
Real Name: you, me and them
Religion: of the lonely
Height: of freedom
Weight: of his past
Favourite Quote: It's not about the pace, it's about the peace.
Education Qualifications: Running
Job History: Dreaming
Eye colour: Psychedelic
Hobbies: not sleeping
Status: On-the-move


Pick your copy now! This paperback is worth the Rs.150 stamp. 



Here's a glimpse, directed by himself:



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My marathon starts at the finish line. 
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Sunday, April 8, 2012

Gentlemen




What he had endured in silence;
She was uncouth, ignorant,
unpolished and unreliable,
he now expiated Aloud;
She Could Not Be Allowed To Roam.
Nature must first be taken
in hand. Civilized.

- Karen Knorr

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

the other day

3 weeks and 2 fat-days later, i sit with a double-tiered belly. Trying to push some fat in... from my arms, shoulders, face and back ( yes, back!). Unsuccessful. i just go find some healthy-munchies (so to say) and flick channels on the TV set looking for inspiration.

2 hours in, I'm still feeling chunky all over.

Skippy's Peanut Butter- Extra Chunky!

Monday, April 2, 2012

after bowie


Lipstick traces

licking grass

Cigarettes racing

the ladder to the stars

Glittering bodies

- holes of light

Tangles of flowers

pulling legs white


Thursday, March 22, 2012

When music wore make-up!



Re-live glitter and glam in Todd Haynes' Velvet Goldmine which takes you to the pump-heeled, blue haired, bi-sexual generation of the 70's.


Inspired by the life and times of David Bowie's Ziggy Stardust, Velvet Goldmine is the story of a Brian Slade whose Maxwell Demon transforms him into one forever, as he loses himself behind his mask of glittering make-up. Kudos to Jonathan Rhys Meyers, who pulls off colour on his face better than i ever will. And for not losing class with the mangina attire.


It's sad that David Bowie didn't really approve of the script so we don't have his venous music. But some tracks are magnifique, with Thom Yorke playing his part as the Venus and the Furs, and Roxy Music, David Gray among the many tuning the soundtrack. Christian Bale, a former loyal glam-rock fan, converts to straight journalism a decade after Brian Slade fakes his death and falls a shooting star. His search for the story rekindles his memories and brings him face-to-face with Curt Wild (Ewan McGregor), the infamous lover of Brian and his comrade in marching rebellion (who was given electroshock therapy as a kid to make him cure his homosexuality). The two make music, love and magic, all together on and off-stage. Which just cures a lot of hopeless-love for me. 

Make-up wins and paints the world red, blue and shiny. (
Well, those were the 70's! Now we have Lady Gaga and Nicki MInaj.) 

P.s. the reference to Oscar Wilde throughout tingles my rainbow soul. 

(Jiggy to Ziggyness here)






Wednesday, March 21, 2012

i found hope in a loveless place

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

blots

angry people in the local train
angry people inside my brain
angry air running through my nose
angry ammonia making graffiti through his hose
angry feet- size 3- stomping at the candy store
angry knees bullying the new kid for more
angry spit firing the white-wash
angry hair slapping one-another in the mosh




...

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Friday, March 9, 2012

Slurs

There are these smoke detectors that hang on the ceiling, looking like alien egg-droppings soon a-coming.
I just stand under, dressed in white, hair messy-wet, face just washed, and yell out a shrilling cry.



Wednesday, March 7, 2012

2:10

It was bedtime and Mustang had just brushed his teeth. He tucked himself into his furry blanket and turned the fire-fly off.
As he slipped into his merry dreams, he suddenly heard something rumble his tree. Eyes wide, he sat up curved. In the darkness he tried to find some sense. Sniffing gently, he lifted his tail. And slyly and slowly he curved it above his head.
He waited patiently for another sign.
Nothing... nothing...
His tail shot-up straight and pppfffttttttt.... he farted aloud. Sleepy-smiling wickedly. Tail back down, he was just about to tuck back in when she sprang out giggly with her pink ass darting behind her.
As she leaped away, she shot out an air-kiss for him - pink and pungent.
Dreamily he sniffed in the lovely. 

Monday, March 5, 2012

Heart to heart

She said, "Your eyes are always black".
The pupil opens to seize the object of vision.
-Jim Morrison

travel

Every time you look at a star, you look back in time.

:)


Monday, February 27, 2012

Dorothy tried homeopathy


Dorothy tried homeopathy
For her memory believed in democracy
But the more she tried
The less was she right
So Dorothy tried more homeopathy


She picked up a pencil
And drew a little stencil
of all she thought was true
But like piper with a pied
her words started to fight
So Dorothy wrote an autobiography
With no history, nor geography


And page after page
She swept inside a maze
But the more she tried
The less was she right
So Dorothy quit homeopathy.

then again







It's only now or then. The and just crawls away
Running in, hiding sin.
 
It's only now.When the eyes see The ears hear The heart breathes a distant fear.

It's only now or then
But now passes and then...
An image perceived A smell felt A past relearned.

It's then again...
you crawl away.
Hiding. Sin.

Somewhere in the deep blue




6:34 am. I stand on a crowded platform in the dark of the dawn. Hat, shoes, bag, pen, lens, paper, nerves- all check. It’s the beginning of the first day in my entire life- like every day is. But this is special- I’m 25, and this is my first trip alone. “Sometimes it gets late...“, says Cedric, as the waves drown him at beach no.7, Havelock, a few weeks after, “but you’re not!” I smiled then. I smile now. My life has yet just begun.


32 hours to Kolkata takes me through 5 states of India (Maharashtra- Chhattisgarh – Orissa – Jharkhand – West Bengal). I literally cut across the country, not before being reminded – Smoking is injurious not just to health- but to your wallet too. FINED! I already know this journey is carrying lots of tricks for me. 






After 10 fat-some days at Kolkata, I head straight to where my heart longs to be. My destination – the Andaman island of Havelock.

From Port Blair to Havelock was
a ‘ride at the back of the blue bus’,
Jim Morrison would sing. I’m somewhere in the deep blue being bobbed noiselessly to Havelock.  5:30 in the evening and it’s all already dark. As I stride past the gates into the island, a lady-cop runs after me, “passport... passport check. Foreign hai na?”. Nahin...  bharat desh hamara! I get this my entire time there- like what Indians can’t wear pyjamas?  


After a ten minute rickshaw ride from the Jetty at No.1 (Havelock is numbered all through – dates back to English ways of slavery, I guess) I reach Island Vinnie’s or Dive India at village No. 3. A coy place with a soulful vibe to it, this Island on the island is one of the best dive centres around and also home to the Full Moon Cafe- the only place they serve cappuccino and espresso ( a little steep though). Dressed in mood lighting a narrow path lined with virgin white tented cabanas walks you to the shore.  I can’t see the blue yet but the crests sparkle as they play hide and seek with the moon. The ferry ride from Port Blair to Havelock made me believe in the blues. And now I am finally here! Somewhere in the deep-dark blue.

I head to the dive shop to let them know I have arrived, and the water waits for me. I ask them for a day or two’s break which they nod graciously to. And forget with the same grace the next day when they break my bask-in-the-sun transition to hang-ass-down in the hammock. But well, all in the name of the underwater.





I begin with my NAUI Open Water Course with some videos on equipment training and hands-on the next day with my instructor and two other students astride the White Tip. On beach No.5, where we are, the beach is shallow till far-far away, laden with rocks that appear to be fauna but could easily give you many-a-bleeding toes. As the boat slides over the shiny blue ripples, Andrew, the Burmese boat driver, steers it cleanly past the rocky parade. And soon you are somewhere... in the deep blue. I see the end of the world on every side.



Masked, I jump in. Slowly and steadily as I descend into the underwaterworld, drastic magical transport! Colours and patterns and quirky displays of hallucinogenic realities.  There are fish all around me. Small anthias to big schools of red and white snappers. Little yellow ones that dot around to big sweet-lips that look like my old-cheeky- grand-dad trying to lure some more sweet treats. All swimming their way unaffected by oxygen-freaks like us. I wave at fish and they wave back. All of them do as they flap their fins to my face. I smile at them, talk to them, dance with some and even play hide and seek with a curvaceous angel fish. I end up breathing in a lot more of my tank but the thrill is the thrill mixed with THE thrill. Splendid! 

 

I can’t wait for more, and every day I wake up at 7. Put on my suit and strut towards the other world in my gill-less skin, which turns into underwater humour for my instructor as he signals a gill check at the back of my ears every time I get a little carried away. Or, just away from him!



Home to 4 of the top 10 dive sites in Asia, Havelock showed me a lot more than I knew was to come. A dive at the Jonny’s Gorge got me an encounter with the white tip shark. 3 in numbers to be precise; and once I spotted them I automatically started to swim towards them. Up until three flaps in, I realise they are sharks. And a flash of Jaws electrified my brain cells for a smarter reaction. Beautiful creatures they just lay on the bed. “They only attack in defence”, says my instructor. One man’s defense could be a white tips’ meal.
At Dickson’s Pinnacle I found myself face to face with a turtle some 4 feet wide. Wow. “Hey dude...” I bubbled out as my first reaction. Always wanted to do that after watching Finding Nemo. This green turtle was magnifique. As we humans waved about to battle the heavy currents, this guy just wooshd his limbs back once every 8 seconds. Calm, steady, wrinkly – he fully Master Oogway’d it.




Then there are sites like The Wall and the Aquarium that makes for just what the latter suggests. Springs and springs of colourful fish dance about giving you a display of the underwaterworld. A couple of ship wrecks are around to give you an interesting sight. But the night dive was for me the greatest obstacle. I was smooth as a fish underwater- all in the day. But as we whisked away from the shore at 4:30pm with the sun gunning down, the dark waters tensed me. I had this intense fear of getting lost in the dark waters. Imagine if you do? You might even surface up- but it’s still dark and you’re in the open ocean. My instructor was quite shocked to see me expression-less. Aah, but I was going to do it anyway. Tank on, masked up, 10 more breaths than otherwise and I jump in. Slowly as I descended; torch light on, I calmed down. It wasn’t bad at all, apart from the Red Snappers who try to prey with your light. Lazy gluttons. I had to keep moving my light away from tiny fish and toss it around to confuse them quite often. (But the same snappers seemed dumb in the day. They would hang around in their big schools- just steady. I showed them the way around once, like a traffic cop, to lead them somewhere. But they just hang, I guess. )


Down in the dark, once I found my cool I started to swim around. I spotted a brilliantly camouflaged stone-fish (Score! My instructor said- good find). Sea urchins moved around at night, rather mechanically as their eyes seemed to bubble out like neo magnetic antennae. Crabs, lobsters came out of hiding in abundance in their unnatural colours popping curiosity. As did a lot of tiny to tiger-sized shrimps. As I slowly found my skin under dark waters, no one noticed me swimming away. Obviously! How else would I face my fears... so filmy. And then I looked back to darkness. The freak-alarm went off in my head and I yelled at my audience of many fish- “this is what the &*^%  i was talking about- aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh”. Having already passed my open water by now though, I sort of navigate myself and swam back to where I had come from. When, I finally found light. Hope. Life, if you may call it. However, my fears are no match to the scene a little higher. As we ascend and brake for the safety stop, all the torch lights go off. And tiny specks of neon glow wave about around you, all over. The plankton. As I surfaced up I danced around in the water and watched the neon dance with me. It felt like they were wrapped all around me. As I swam, they followed me. To the right, to the left. Lower down, round and round.

I don’t want to leave, ever again.

But the islands have more to them than just the under water. As you ride around this miniature zone, you will come across Asia’s cleanest beach at No.7. White sand, blue pristine waters with beautiful foamy crests of adventure gearing up. All to swallow you, for just but 3 seconds. And you surrender. Down this beach is a lagoon which is picturesque and known to display the best theatrical on the island- the sunset. Also, for a true-blue experience check out the Elephant beach which is known for its corals, thus snorkelling trips. 
If you find the waters a little intimidating, there is lots of green around to get lost. Coconut trees and beetle nut trees line the narrow roads that take you into denser forests. It’s strange but it always feels like someone’s following you in the woods. The games the woods play, eh!

The food I will not delve into, for reasons. After my friendly abode in the underwaterworld, it made it a little gruesome for me to gorge on the beautiful-scaled-meat. However there are lots of options at the bazaar where there are more menu cards in Hebrew than in English.
One of the best parts about living on the island though is that you live in huts. Palm-thatched huts that might not throw little beams of light through the holes, but they did for me. And made the mornings so much more special. Not too costly, my hut was home to me for a month and I’m just glad that it didn’t give away during the storm.
Yes! I was witness to and a participant in the maniacal outburst of the Thana Cyclone. It hit the island on 25th Dec, 2011. Christmas! And also the day of my departure, which then became impossible. As I walked the beach early that morning, we saw the waters turn fierce. The winds yelled into our ears and the sand slapped our faces. The crests grew and fell like surfing tides. And the skies turned darker and gloomier.
The waters were so rough there was no way of getting out of the island. Nor in! We were quite literally stranded on the islands. Coconuts fell from trees like darts. The wind topped up roofs of some huts. The boats got pushed onto the shore. And to add to the grim, a tree fell in the bazaar taking down the power lines that were the source of electricity for the entire island. And this continued for the next 4 days. With no ferries going to the main land, life became a little less easy.
1. with the supply of liquor out on the islands, and 2. with no fuel, eggs, meat, bread, and other foods. But the atmosphere wasn't that bad, as we had pretty much slipped the brunt of the cyclone as it just edged in on us on its way to the unfortunate Chennai.
It was sad, but as I wrote in my book that day, ‘when it happens such, it’s the world conspiring to give you a taste of the godly power of the mind. Wishful thinking. Such are the times- when there is either one way or none’. I was happy. Happy to find another reason to stay put.











*Twisted beaches,
Salty winds,
Sandy Bodies
Rooftops thin.*



But the day to go had to come, again! And this time I had to go. My 10 day trip had become 45 days. And the island had become my own. Lots of people wondered where I was off to, as they believed I was already home. I got offered a job, which was awesome, all so I would stay back longer. My rickshaw ride to the jetty refused to let me go, but as I said my goodbyes and shed my invisible tears, my friend said one thing that stays put; “A trip is not one unless you get home in the end. You know you’ll come back. And when you do it’ll all be here waiting for you.”
Knock. Knock.









Saturday, February 25, 2012

at Emerald Gecko

Fighting geckos
Traveling skies
Toasted day dreams
with so many lies
Young blood breeds
and sometimes dies
Morning after
the acid sublimes

Slurs

Billy Bibbit goes and sits next to him.

"Fancy a meet?", he asks. Rhetoric. Granting a response.

"I don't want to do anything for you, ever again.

So pick your tight ass out of my chair."

Friday, February 24, 2012

Animal


In the end we need to deliver to the reasons of the world - the five lions.
So that truth not eat into our souls, find us and pacify our illusions.



Slurs

Until the world improves and there's nothing left
but to salvage suicidals and men...
the sex beasts will take care of themselves.

(evil laughter as fingers grind into the sceptre in hand)

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

skies

No more blue... only wriggly circles of love letters burnt

In the middle



He knocked on my door
I...

He knocked on my door
I ... just stayed

He knocked again
I crawled under

He hummed
I couldn't resist

He, never broke in.

I... just stayed
He, did too

I... waited
He did too

I couldn't resist
He... just stayed

I opened the door
He didn't move

I walked
He...

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Night watchman

Taaron ki lapet mein toh hum bhi chamak jaate, par nashe ke baadal ne humein dhundla bana diya... andheri raat ka andhera bana diya.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Dedicated to Possession

Oh fairy melusine, wrap me beyond love
for 'morrow if i forget and feel empty in nude,
you feel me gutly - in blood you warm,
the hope that you are bound... and I with you, someone who is.
And death not kill it. Not kill it. Not kill. It.


(bows down to A.S. Byatt for giving the world Possession and the lovely poems by the never-so-fictional Christabel LaMotte and Randolf Henry Ash)

Clown-syndrome

The world calls me bulimic. And it dehydrates me.
Words keep pouring out like little bursts of clown-syndrome.

making of sometimes




Sometimes, the tip of the day is
not to wink at the nun
Sometimes, the drink of the hour is
green ivory-poison
Sometimes, the season is
to make love for no sauce
Sometimes, the horoscope reads
forgive the tasteless whore's horse
Sometimes, the grizzly bear shouts
"Goldilocks is mine"
Sometimes, the tear rolls down
the blind witch's eyes
Sometimes, the feet
make way for the quick sand, surely so
Sometimes, a million whispers is
just the war you want
Sometimes, the yellow pencil writes
lead and white
Sometimes, a small dick makes sound
louder than a monster's erectile